A Reason To Rejoice, A Reality To Realize.

Today has been a very historic day of my life. I have come to a very strong realization. This time has also convinced me that in order to achieve true righteousness, and chase the world's vast boundaries to explore. You must understand the enormity of the fortunate lives we live today. And the fortunate nature of the people's nature and considerate courtesy. Let me try and lead you into this zone that I have been exploring in my mind.I understand that the past sometimes seems to have been so much different from what we live by in the present. I have been thinking deeply about this feeling and I've come to realize that the reality is actually closer to all these experiences than we have ever interpreted it to be. I have come by this same junction during my journey over the past few weeks. In this expedition of my life, I walk by different people, places and notice that most people feel a 'difference of love' if you will, for one person compared to another. Sometimes because one is 'related' to us in a form of our parents, or children, our siblings or cousins, our spouses and, our uncles or nephews, or aunts or nieces. The truth that I feel is that the relationship between you and that person is an infinite bond that always existed but has either been reinforced because you have recognized them yet again through a 'relation' in this realm of our reality OR is hidden under the dust of doubt and uncertainty. But genuinely, I now feel that I am just as 'related' to the lady that smiles at me when I walk by the bus stop, as I am related to my own mother! If the people of this world would believe this.. even as some sort of 'scientific proven constant', the world would be a completely different place. The love that you hold for one would be almost the same if not the same for another. THIS is my dream! To establish this belief in hearts that love human nature or humanity as a whole. Think it through and imagine it, and focus on the enormity of the change and revolution we will bring! The world we can live in.. for the love of the universe!

I walk through the building and feel the fatigue already. I didn't have any major assignment, lab or exam but I felt it coming. I felt like an animal getting ready for the insinuated change that was about to come from a natural calamity. So, here are the lines that run through my head today as I sit and study.

Its almost like its Friday, but I don't feel any better,
Like I'm stuck in a message, within a letter,
'Cause its crunch time, time to absorb and condense,
Like the water cycle except I'm stressed and tense,
Just waiting for the paper so I can slap it down,
everything BUT the nonsense,

And then I see a problem I don't understand,
I look at the time and watch the second hand,
Time escaping like never before,
And it feels so coveted because it determines,
my future, for evermore...

I wish I could end this entry but my brain is taking over and saying 'All systems are shutting down' so I'll take your leave today and return with new thoughts later.